Dec 22, 2010
{ 12:53 AM }
I've been thinking and thinking these days,cried for 2 nights without any specific reason....
My life is just like any other ordinary girl's life,not so special not anything....it's just DULL as a white paper~
Sometimes i hated how my life is,not that i'm not satisfied with what i'm having right now...
but just that,its not ENOUGH,everything that i did is just not ENOUGH,this is the word that describe my feeling best,"Not Enough"~I feel like,until Today,i should had put in MORE in everything that i did in the past.
I hate it when,someone just ignore what i really want it right now,do u ever understand how i feel Mom and Dad?i never show any of my miserable feeling inside my heart to everyone of you,NEVER,my heart is close,tightly sealed and i wouldn't let anyone surround me know what's the feeling that i feel now,even so....its just making me feel more terrible!
the volcano inside me,soon will erupt i don't know when....but the word is SOON~
my feeling changes every minutes and seconds,sometime i thought,i might suffer a Bipolar disease,which mean a disease that make you change your mood drastically,sometimes UP and sometimes Down,that is me!~but who knows and who cares?
No one in my family bother!~neither my friends.....oh please,even my parent....wad should i say again Friends?lol~its just pathetic!~
Writing this blog,just making me feel more stupid and retarded,because noone would ever read this blog....but!remember,blogging is the only friend that company me when i feel terrible~when i feel this is not ME,when i feel to give up this life,when i feel miserable....when i feel like as if i'm the worst among everyone of you....
I think this is enough for now....i hate myself!~just hate it...without any specific reason....
P.S i bet no one will read this blog,but if you do so....feel free to leave a comment,in the chat bar...
Nov 6, 2010
{ 6:36 PM }
Hello Friends,we are not going to meet each other soon....for like forever?
Remember the first time we meet each other in school?
Remember the first time we wear our Lodge school uniform together?
Remember the first time,we said hello to each other?
Remember the first time we introduce ourself?
Remember the first time we hang out together?
Remember the first time,how we treasure each time,seconds together?
Remember the first time,we give birthday surprises to every of our friends?
Remember the first time,when only the whole Indonesian stick together?
Remember the first time we skip school together?
Remember the first time we laugh,happy,cheers together?
Remember the first time we always want to watch movie together?
Remember the first time we are doing things together?
I bet you guys all had forgotten. What"s friendship really means.....
I'm just going to tell you guys,somehow some people feel the same way as i feel now.....4 peoples,including me.
I'm not jealous or anything,just that we are going to seperate soon or after,i just wanted you guys to treasure this one last week in Kuching, but u guys choose to go out and hang out with the others. U guys love doing things on ur own, sorry maybe if i join u guys,i may disconnected,what you guys talk i may not know.
Sorry.....if this the choice that u guys made....then fine
Which mean....Friendship that i hav build so far until now....
is just falling part again.
I have to build my own friendship tower from the start.....which is College.
Hope you guys enjoy ur life with all the COOL friends of urs.
Nov 3, 2010
{ 5:16 PM }
Hello World,sometimes i realized how fragile you are...how fragile my Life,Friendship and Love~
Yes indeed....~But the feelings that i felt these days,is just aren't me,i never felt this way....but u're making me to feel it.Friendship's love,i couldn't feel it anymore,finally i found my true friend,that are still right next to me,company me....whenever i need them.It's not much though,somehow it suprise me,it's only 1.That person....only that person,which is until today....still with me,when i'm in trouble or when i'm feel gloomy and all.~Thank You
Soon,my life here will be over....i get really distracted by something,which i won't probably mention it here.Is just that,i'm not a TOY,is not whenever you feel lonely or bored,then you come to me and talk to me,but when u're enjoying urself out there....u're just blown away!~I hope you have a heart,you really do disappoint me,i don't feel like talkin to you either,i thought u're that person,who will be friends forever till the end....but this is a big NO~Ask urself why?
And yeah,i'm not in love with you....making me jealous is just ain't work for me,u're just troubling yourself,and ruin our friendship....!!!
IF,lets say you're choosing that girl.....i won't mind either hahaha....
Who care about your love life so much...lol,and that girl treated u just like a brother,don't expect too much!~Sorry....but you really irritated,disgusted,annoyed!and yes,ended up its do hurt me...
Don't use ME!as ur popularity among ur friends,don't use me!becoming your center of attention among your friends!Texting 2 girls at the same time?"aren't i so popular?"yeah...thats in ur mind!
I wasted my time,when u need me....i never say NO,i will try my best to say YES
cause i thought we're a good friend....but i'm just wrong....
please stay away from my life....if only i could delete you from my friend list.....
that i would do it now....but no,it's just won't matter for now.
Oct 21, 2010
{ 6:54 AM }
Letter to God
Dear God,
God,where are you now?I need you....i believe you are always right next to me.Right now,you're giving me a lesson to learn,a lesson to teach me....to be a good one. Only you and I know, only i know how i feel right now,why these happened.....
God,can't you find other way to reflect it back to me?instead of using my parent's money as the hostage? I'm really stress,and fed up now...even somehow the Taiwan trip,i'm not interested anymore. God,please show me the way,give me second chance, from this case you really make me awake....i'm begging here,help me to return the money that has been stole....Everyone made mistake right?all you children make mistakes right?But why only me?i know...i know...i know....
I bet you know what i'm talking about inside my heart.God,i'm asking for forgiveness...asking for lesson,but not this that i want.
Oct 18, 2010
{ 8:23 AM }
Back again to you my Blog =) I've Been away lately from you blogspot....that is because i'm very busy and fed up with everything these days....
I feel so frustrated,irritated,disgusted...with all the things surrounds me....
I have no idea what's the obstacle now,the thing thats been hiding inside me....i have no idea whats wrong with my life....i dunno whats the contradiction
probably my greatest fear and threat thats killin me now is my coming IGCSE exam....
but Until today....i haven't even touch my book yet....what the hell right?
On the other hand,my trial exam result....the result hunt me to death every night...
bring me nightmare and torture...
I thought i could change everything...but end up,i'm just doing the same thing in the same cycle of my life,no matter how hard i put effort in it...no matter how i spend time more on it...
it won't make any change in my life...
My 2nd threat is.....money,i want to make money,i want to earn loads and loads of money in the future...but will i make it?will this wish come to reality?well more importantly this is not wish...moreover its a promise,i promise myself to earn MONEY,loads,thousands,billions of money in the future,and will pay back all to my parent...for what they have given to me now...
Without money,life is worthless.....meaningless....and yes you have to be smart..
don't be those stupid who get cheated by smart people,don't be those stupid people who live under the rule of smart people....if thats the case....
U HAVE NO LIFE!
Last but not least,its the house that i'm living now....
feel like want to tear this house apart...into pieces....
i have no idea whats wrong with this house seriously...
no life,no heart,no anythin....heartless....
fuck it here!fuck really fuck....
i really regret ever since i move here....if only i don't move here,i'm now already in COLLEGE~
wtf...still stuck in high school....
but thanks goodness,luckily i have such a great friends hre....
but this friends...lets say,they are just friends....
we are very close...but i don't get the bond of friendship...the bond of understanding each other like a family....
we're just living,doing thing in our own path of life...we don't share....
we don't do thing together...unlike friends in Medan...
we are already like sisters....
But,i never said that i hate my friends here,i feel really grateful to have them here...
they are the only reason i'm still stay in Kuching
God....if you read this blog of Mine...
Please help me....your child here,is living under unconsciousness
i have nowhere to go think,to go,to talk,to feel...
life is just life....i haven't get the purpose of life....
God once again,please help me,guide me....walk out from this world of confusion....
Amen~
P.S Please bless me with my exam tomorrow,i hope i can get an A for my english paper tomorrow
GBU
Amen
Sep 13, 2010
{ 4:17 AM }
Its been a day,24hr, 1440minute, 86400second....but my feeling still haven't fade away.
I'm still missing home,missing my family,my couzin,my best friend and of course my sister QQ.
I've been non stop crying the whole time,whenever i think about house....i can't control my tears,my feeling....~I hate it here,i hate Kuching,moreover i don't really like this place....this house,no offense. I just can't feel the atmosphere of family here,the atmosphere of laughter,love,happiness....everything here feel so dull and empty.Super hate it!!
every of my tears that fall,represent my "missness" to everyone that i love and treasure.
I kinda feel alone here,i have no idea how can people live in this mess....live in this sucks place...
Shit!!Exam is coming soon...i don't know how i'm going to face it in this kind of feeling right now....
i don't feel like sitting for exam!I hate this fucking gay school!i want to stay longer in my house~in my hometown,every of time wasted its just worth it....but here!its useless!worthless!!priceless!!
i miss you all...dad,mom,ocean,elsa,carina,qq!~;( i really am....
FUCK KUCHING!!!HATE YOU!!!!
Jul 1, 2010
{ 4:00 AM }
Religion
Choosing a religion is not an easy thing to do. It takes a lot of time, reflection and studying before you decide which religion you will commit to. It’s all a matter about choosing how to practice your spirituality and at the same time being true to yourself.
To find your true religion, you must know yourself. What are the values that you keep to heart, what are your own personal beliefs, what do you think religion should be? Can you commit to this religion? What are you willing to give up for these set of beliefs and practices? These and more important questions are best answered even before you even set out to choose a religion. Remember, your values must be deep-seated and your own. Do not adjust your values to a religion or to something you believe is inherently wrong.
For me personally,my former religion is Budhistian well,lets say i'm more to Buddhist but then a little bit to Christian~
Whenever i feel down,have a problem,when i'm feeling joy,i always pray according to the Buddhist beliefs, Buddhist prayer.
But when comes to Music,entertaining myself....i love Christian.Especially their music,Hillsong!Nick Vujicic,man without a limbs,eventhough his life may not be as perfect as the rest of us,but he is still happy and feel grateful that god had gave him,everyday~To live everyday is a gift!
So,sometimes i feel so wrong....when i'm suppose to be a Buddhist,but then i'm into Christian.
From the bottom of my heart,i'm Buddhist~thats what i believe =)
I love reading the bibles,because that book is just so real for me....
what written in that book ages ages ago,really do happen now~
This really doubt my believeness of what religion i'm going to put myself in.
^ ^
anyway,no religion is bad.We are from 1 god....but different follower~
and to be a FREE THINKER,is ain't good stuff for me...
because you don't believe in god,then where are you from then?
God created you....you created urself?or you created god?
See =)
Take your time on this matter. Pray sincerely and ask for assistance to make the right choice. Discuss this matter with close friends and family, but remember: This decision is ultimately yours. So make the one that you feel is right.
May 3, 2010
{ 9:12 AM }
Mistakes.
Mistakes seems to be the most common things that most human being would do~
Everyday,hours,minutes and seconds we can make mistakes without we realizing it~
It can be big or small mistakes~
But for me the the biggest mistakes that i've done,is a mistakes in love~
I may not be straight for now....
but letting someone,loving me when i'm still L~i think its the greatest
mistakes that i've done to that person~
i guess
"Human never learn from mistakes" huh?
Loving someone from our true heart,hard to be erase....hard to forget~
it will haunt and trap you down days by days or even YEARS to forget this person,who you love so much in your life~
Someone who you love and take part in your life before~
You know that day will soon or later come...will soon be the time you will end
everything~the things that you plant and grow it together for year
and just let it fade and vanish into memories and flowers~when the time
arrive~
If Only,this world would be fair enough for us....
to love anyone we want~but i think this is juz how life was created~
Male love Female and Female Love Male
I think its fair enough~
If god only created FEMALE LOVE FEMALE
I think i just don't want to end this precious life,
loving u is like breathing for me,the time i stop loving you,the time i end my life.....~
i want to live with that person
foreverrrr~tilll 200 years!^ ^ You want?hehehehe
I guess everyone want it~
Babe,we may seems that....months is juz still far far away....
but~who knows the moment you wake up,that morning that is the time and day,where we should wnd everything~
I don't know how am i going to face it....
But~ Even though we r no longer together,we should remember all the good times
that we spend together in high school ah hahaha,~
thats the prettiest moment ever for me =)
i don't know why i'm crying now~
hahah i may sound like a fool now~but hahahah ah well....this is the tears of
LOVE~tears of i don't want to let you go~
Btw~its kind late now~i'm going to sleep now...12:28 AM now =,=
hehehe~
NITE =)
Apr 28, 2010
{ 3:57 AM }
Hey all readersss I'm back =)~sorry for the long breakk =,=
Btw~Today i wanna share with you guys,about the word LOVE~
When u love someone...is it you guys love by that someone appearance?by that someone personality?wealth?family background?Popularity or by the Heart,by who that person are?
Many peoples,will choose the 1st,2nd,3rd,4th,5thh and ect but not the last...
BY THEIR HEART~For me,appearance is not my first requirement to love that person,what i see is,their heart their inner beauty,their smile that makes me wanna smile along too =)
whenever i see it ^ ^
I love someone who care,and put attention for me,cause i feel that i don't receive enough motherly care since i was young~Not that i want to be center of attention,but this attention means,the person i love concerned,take care and love me who i am~
I may not be pretty,cute,smart,ideal,tall,nor perfect~
But!i may be that all in your eyes,if u believe in the word LOVE~Love is the most beautiful thing ever exist in this world,but not everyone can experience it,its only if you trust each other then Love will lead the way =)
no matter how you look like,LOVE will always make you look good in any ways~=)
I love this person,even though that person may not be my first love,but so far that person is the person who understand me and will always make me smile =),and the person who i treasure so so so so much~
But that person,somehow i feel too perfect for me that sometime i can't accept the reality,the fact that,that person love me too,what so special from me peoples???~i mean c'mon they are lots more peoples out there who are much much better than me ok?....but why do that person love me and choose me?
somehow i feel bad,cause i sometime can't bring happiness and will only bring worrisomeness,and troublesomeness to that person that i love~
Why you love me?
This is the question that always appear in my mind,again and again,before i go bed~
Love is
1. Considerate
2. Affectionate
3. Empathetic
4. Selfless
5. Self sacrificing
6. Loyal
7. Faithful
8. Committed
9. Collaborative
10. Enduring and
11. Forgiving
If you are in love with someone and you discover that he/she is selfish and opinionated, then he's/she's not truly in love with you.
Love is all about sacrificeee,and think about others before you think about ourself...=)
I LOVE YOU
P.S Real love is,when u see someone who u love is happy,even though that person may not be yours,but as long as he/she is happy then let him/her be =)
Cause Love is the key of Happiness ^ ^
Jan 4, 2010
{ 6:19 PM }
Should i stop pretending that i hate you my friend?
So should i just put my artificial smile in front of you?
take note...its used to be my friend...reader...
and its a MALE!
Not only me who hate him though,it goes the same to peoples
who know his real side....~
For other people who only know him from the outside...
From Facebook,From School,don't know where
Will like him...!but u guys never know
his real side!
He's not BAD GUY though....
BUT!His attitude is beyond the limit...
i mean...he have no manner at all!!!
and many other attitude that will bring
embarrassment to peoples who related to him!
Manner and Manner....i just hate someone who don't have manner
who have a really thick face!
We all dislike his attitude....but he never realize
the hatred that we have~that we bury inside our heart
and me too....i just let it goooooo
BUT TODAY!my reason writing this blog is not about complaining his attitude...
cause i get used to it....
Its another thing again!another case,that only involve me in it!
that bring me FIRE!
I can't really tell you all readers,wads the exact problem....
cause from all the readers can be "him".....~
and wan to deliver this message to him...
Start having things/appreciate things that belong to YOU!Don't take others!
Beside i wan to say I hate you
i can only describe u with one word...one syllabus,5 letters
GROSS!
Yes~u're so GROSS!
Jan 3, 2010
{ 6:09 PM }
Who say Indonesian's song sucks???rofl~
For me personally,i din listen to Indonesian's song....
cause it have this *EUW feeling i guess...
its like Their Song are meant for the Local Indonesian
not for the Chinese race.
From all Indonesian's song that i roughly heard
from radio...They sounds OK,not more than that....
BUT!
i once heard this song....and its just grab my attention
Its an Indonesian's song of course...but guys
don't stop reading here...
It's a band~consist of 4 members...
Female Vocalist
and the rest is Male,playing Keyboard,Guitar and Bass
and their song are awesome...beside their song
their look/appearance is also acceptable.
You know,some Band their appearance is awful!
The Band Name is Vierra
and i just bought their album,yesterday...
Most of their song...sounds good!
My favorite among all their tracks is PERIH i linked that,so whoever want to know how they song sounds like and how they look like.
Click on the link perih :D
Hope Everyone agree with me....
that they are good!:D
C ya Readers~
Jan 2, 2010
{ 12:01 AM }
College/University
is split into two category
besides what major are we going to take...
its also separate into :
Stress full or Relax
if we make our choice to Asian Country
like China/Korea/Singapore...
woooooo
then,you all DEAD~Asian Country
known for their hardworking student,Competitive students...kia su students
Stress full students,nerd students,suicide students...
Book worm student and etc...
i'm not sayin this is a bad stuff....^ ^
but College life in Asia...will be depressing!
But if we make our choice to places like Australia,UK,Canada,New Zealand...and others
it will not be as stress full as the Asia...
I'm saying this for real~that's why many people make their choice to
Australia or UK
Many Indonesians,China,Hongkong,Malaysia students...go abroad to
Australia for their College or University...
cause its known for its Good Quality/Education and More enjoyable.
Universities of Sydney, Adelaide, and Melbourne.
Offer studies in agriculture, business, law, engineering, mathematical and computer sciences, architecture, medicine, dentistry, humanities and social sciences, music, teaching and sciences at undergraduate and postgraduate levels. There are also opportunities for short-term study through the Study Abroad and Exchange programs.
"Swinburne"
University of Technology
"UNSW International"
The University of New South Wales
"The University of Sydney"
"The University of Melbourne"
Here
For More South Australia University and College
Hope its help full for all of you guys...READERS
Jan 1, 2010
{ 11:44 PM }
For Peoples who just end their High School Year...
or Maybe for us who
have our last year of High School...
Continue from my previous post....
After the year of HIGH SCHOOL
Its as well another confusion year
a Doubt Year
whether which College or University should we enter...???
Many choices that come to our mind
Malaysia,Singapore,China,Australia,United Kingdom
for further more
Korea,Thailand,Japan,Taiwan...
and maybe
Indonesia, Philippines
So....where should we make our destination???
First of all
College and University is 2 different things....
More people would rather make their choice to College,
cause College is more Relax and Enjoyable
compare to University
College only take us for 2 years to graduate and so,
but University it takes us 4 years or more...
But Of course,University will be a better choice,
Expectation,Quality,Standard are also higher.
From my point of view
After High School...
the 1st destination that we should go
is College,don't rush yourself to University yet...
Because,not everyone is ready...
its a big gaps and two different thing
High School and University life.
Takes College year for 1 -2 years....or maybe only
takes Language Lesson...
English,Chinese,Korean,Thai...depends on which place we want to go
After learning for about 1 - 2 years,we then continue to University
of our choice...
Read Next Post....for College Guide
{ 11:34 PM }
For JC1 students/Year 11/高中二年级/Secondary 5/IGCSE Student/O level Student/UAN/SPM
and etc.....
This year will be a very tough year for all of us....
2010
Where other people having fun...but WE should Suffer!
A year which will lead us to our Future....good or bad!
A year that give us the decision....success or fail!
and A year that give us the faith....Rich/Poor
Of course we have to be GOOD,SUCCESS and RICH~
So!We should really work hard and study hard for this year....
its Hard...especially for teenager like us,we can't put our attention in only study = =
we have to play,hang out,and many others fun things
Its only a year though,suffer for only a year...and after that we will be FREE,
Once we all end High School...
and Welcome University/College year
SO..........Everyone Hwaiting till the END!
C ya Readers
Dec 19, 2009
{ 8:45 PM }
Hi Everyone~Its been quite a long time since i posted my previous post~keke
sorry readers~
Yeah~i've been very busy....and sorry to
put my blog in private anyway~but now i hav open it to public...=)
So yah!I'm very happy~^ ^
The Good new is....
Who can believe me that,We can chat with
Girls' Generation's Members?
I guess no one will believe it isn't?
So yah~I had signed up in one of the website(i can't mention wad web is it)3 months ago.But i din open my account that much there.So last night,i took a visit again at the web,
it's one of Girls Generation's Biggest Fans Site ever...The SONE!=D SOSHI!=D
The web is in English,its International website,
so Tiffany and there rest of the members,often enter to that web....
and there is this several time,that Tiffany chat with us in the web page shout box...
wan to see prove?here it is:
Kekekekek~Alot more pics...but its impossible that i upload everything...=D
XOXO
Its hard to be different
I'm S♥NE~How bout u?
Nov 24, 2009
{ 7:00 PM }
Hey peoples who read my blog,when you read this post....please answer
here:
Thank You
I really appreciate each of your answer and suggestion....=)
Love you all
Nov 20, 2009
{ 10:29 AM }
HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT!
{ 8:07 AM }
"P.S This is over my beloved couzin~Sorry for writing diz down...~
But this post is just too precious to be delete~So yah~if u guys read it now
Hope u guys understand wads going on....~This is just the way how i express myself~kekekeke
now is nothing...!"
The post below is written on November
Hey~I dedicate this post for my fellow cousins~Well, I'm quite mad...for how u guys treated me~
I cannot tell diz straight forward to you guys....so i juz turn it into a post~
Well,1st of all...i will never involve in helping you guys anymore....cause i'm too scared...that u guys as my Couzin wont even trust me!as if,if things lost...then u guys accuse me~by accusing me,i'm still can stand wif it...but accusing the one who help you guys and plus not related to u guys some more!?!?...~i think this is tooo much!
Like the "Maid"~Oi!she hav so many things to do down here....but still she wan to help pack your things~u think she so free meh!?!?she get paid meh...by working?if i was her,i better mind my own work down here and don't want to help~At least a word THANKS~from you guys....for helping you guys pack and bring home all ur stuff home...but sadly,i never heard of it!~At first,i dun really mind....
BUT NOW!accuse!?!?!?WAd the heck!?!?
I help one of my couzin,to keep secret and stuff...but why u treated me diz way?well....i think i'm too kind,i still have heart~i dun like people to get scolded...but i think u guys..juz difference~
Sigh*...~Yes!I'm angry...~i try to hold my temper since the days...she told me she lost this and that....
But i can't hold my temper anymore!if ur things lost...Come down and search around the house!
like the head band,Spectacles,White Jacket....and ect!
AND!about saying me so free go out....
Hey hey~u guys juz been here for how many days...and!when u guys come,i already finish my exams...i have the right to enjoy myself,and some more i'm mature enough to take care of myself,thats why aunt her trusted me...!and some more i ask her permission when i go out!during school days,i only go out during weekends and during exam weeks...i dun go out!wad!!??!?!?at Medan my mom won't let me out????OI!that is because i never ask for it...and if i ask i'm sure she let me...this is Nonsense..!Medan and Kuching is different u dumb ass!
Medan so dangerous!traffic!wasting car oil!but here is different!Open your eyes wide open...!
And think before u talk...u think by telling this all to my mother,my mom will like scold me???never think bout it....i ask my mom to call aunt here to ask for PROOF!see who's right!!!!
you juz been here few days old lady...~i still hav brain and i still can control myself...ur daughter is juz different from me!i'm from different family!and i'm strongly disagree by treating my this way! U guys may spread bad rumors....and something not real!but wait for one day...god punish u guys...cause i believe in KARMA!when i'm wrong...i admit myself...i apologize~but sigh...sorry u guys is the one who's wrong!
{ 1:45 AM }
YOU TOTALLY RUIN MY DAY TODAY!
Nov 18, 2009
{ 10:33 AM }
Great...= =,it's 2:34 AM now~and i haven't sleep yet...=(
Nov 15, 2009
{ 12:10 PM }
Dun have to read this peoples,only me myself and the subject knoe wad i'm talkin bout,this is so random....~But!i think from my story here,people who at least knoe me,will for sure knoe who i'm talkin bout...~Sigh!its sucks ok!
Without stretching it any further erm.....
I dunno why i hav to write this...~but my heart want it to,my body can't stop it so....~*sigh
well,i'm talkin bout 1 person who i adore so much....bt~i dunno after i saw smthg juz 5 minute ago,suddenly i hav this bad feelin to write wad i feel now~I guess,u change!since that day...~and i hav to live with ur wad so ever act for another half a year,then u can release from tat trap!and i dunno after u release will it still be you back?!I think i can't share any secret or story to you anymore....i tell a thousand stories of mine,but you tell none of yours to me~I knoe u r great,smart,cute,pretty,sexy wad so ever random peoples call you,but!do u knoe how i feel now?!?!?!I think you r happy to be call tat way....then FINE!
Anyway,i try not to mind your business anymore starting from today...maybe i regret wad i wrote today...but i can't hide my feelin away from u...~No matter how i dislike u,i still love you
"Hate that i love you"BUT!this term not qualified for me today...!!!Dun like mean Dun Like... and
i'm sure i mean nothing to you....~u knoe how jealous i am wif ur BFF?to b honest,i cant find anythin special from her....~But yeah,overall u and her r the same...u guys are bonded to be together
hope you oso stop wad u r duin to me now.....and end it here!
Nite reader,its 4:20 AM and i haven't sleep yet....T T
Good Nite
{ 7:16 AM }
Future Wife:
{ 6:57 AM }
Well,today is my 1st time i went to "Korean Product" store~haha~i may sound a bit weird and out to date...~i knoe tat store open quite a long time ago liao,but i juz hav the chance to visit there today~Cause,i'm very busy person ma~rofl
Anyway~i ate my dinner at Asian Recipe,then i remember the Korean store,so went there to take a look...~i bought some random things...lol
The reason i bought those two marshmallow cookies,is because i ate those before but not korean one,Japanese one~and i bought tat drink,cause i ever saw Girls Generation and Suju advertised it...lol~For Tiffany Sake..hahahahah
I'm going back to that store on Wednesday wif Margaret,since we both wan to buy some stuff back to Indonesia for our parents...lol~so we are going to buy them some korean foods...^ ^
Tats all...hahahahahahaha
Any suggestion wad should i buy????cause everything is written in Korean~T T
Cant even read the instruction on how to cook tat and diz...sigh~Confuse*
nvm...c ya~
and Nite!
Nov 7, 2009
{ 8:35 AM }
Anyway~Today,i bought some clothes from Internet(Online Shopping),My cousin sell it...so who interested,can visit here to choose your order,http://picasaweb.google.com/Sl.paradise90.The price is written bellow in each items in Ringgit,so whoever want to buy it,just tell me...=)It takes like a month the order to arrive,which is probably next month.Last Order will be on 15 of November,16th is where all your orders will be deliver...and will import from somewhere and will arrive on 16th of December.So I picked mine...=) 3 clothes..here u go:
Nov 2, 2009
{ 8:01 PM }
I Miss the Old Lodge~T T
Not this one...go school doing nothing><
Teacher giving us free time and stuff,and makes me dont want to attend school
but i hav this guilty feeling to my parent for not going to school,BUT go school also do nothing wad~Wads the point of going school?Why din just the school shut down earlier,why do we hav to waste time like this????Beside,many koreans and Indonesian hav going back wad,students are getting lesser and lesser,then why should we continue school????F****!
Aiz~I rather stay at home sleeping and play games rather than go school...if the school continue like this~Sigh*
U think i skip school i feel good about it?NO!I feel guilty,worry,sad and ect....~
Better the school close as soon as possible,dont hav to wait until 20th November~That just causing me more pain..!.~
Oct 31, 2009
{ 8:40 AM }
I juz bought this Ribbon tie today~and i found this extremely cute ^ ^
hehe...~i guess i wan to buy another 2 more tomorrow...=D
Yeah~cause my friends and i r planning to wtch movie gain 2moro...cause some of us r going back on the 4th of November T T~Gonna Miss them...
Anyway this is how the Ribbon look like
{ 5:14 AM }
I think yesterday and today is the best day so far for this year ^ ^
Ystrday i had Barbecue at Randy's House and stay there for 1 night...woot~It was fun...sleep with my friends...lolx
Then the next day we watch movie...~But halfway then suddenly electricity off,cause the whole Kuching electricity was down~...well well....
BUT!Before i proceed...~one of my friend William this morning his house just being robbed...and i feel really sad for him~T T
His laptop and ect....all gone!!Wah~seriously Kuching so unsafe...~tsktsktsktsk so disappointing!
Oct 26, 2009
{ 9:21 AM }
THANK GOD!!!Hahahaha So Extremely Happy Today ^ ^
Finally Kuching Sell Girls Generation' Album...
I've been looking for their album at Singapore,Penang,Medan and Kuching
but couldn't find one...sigh
the seller will owes say either they din sell it or no stock...TT
BUT =D
after i heard Randy said that Speedy,Spring got sell...on that day and that night...i went to spring to only buy Their GEE Album...~
But I did this all because i'm a real fan of
Tiffany Hwang~^ ^ TEe~hEe
If Tiffany is not one of Girls Generation album,i won't do wad i'm doing right now
I'll do everything for her,even though tomorrow is A math exam
,but i sacrifice my time...to only buy their album.
To look at her pictures...
and its certainly worth it...
The Album is Gee~Its kinda old...but its still precious for me...^ ^
I even call my Korean Friend to buy their Genie(their latest album 2009) album at Korea later...WEe~~~~~~~~
cant wait to see their latest album...i dun care how much it cost!~as long
i can see Tiffany Hwang....woot!
This Album cost me Rm.45
Oct 20, 2009
{ 7:12 AM }
Going To postpone all my post...until Next Wednesday...
Where Exam Finish~XD
28th of October~haiz....
ok Readers~Wish me luck in my Final Exam...^ ^
Bye
Oct 18, 2009
{ 12:43 AM }
Today~start revising my Physic...i had finished my Art Supporting for paper 1~
Tonight,my couzin ask me to watch "Surrogates". I had read and watched the Synopsis and the
trailer,and its interesting~Its Something to do with our future,robot and stuff.
But~i'm still doubt whether i wan to go or no~cause next Wednesday is Physic Exam,i have to
revise~ even though still got 2 days left, but Last minute study is just ain't working for me~My
goals for this semester is that,i hav to score well in Physic and Chemistry,since i failed this 2
subject last Semester~:( it's embarrassing..TT
So i hav to work really hard in this 2 subjects~God Please help me...
Some more my weakest subject,A MATH~NO!mama....
ok then~Good luck in your Exam too reader...~bye
